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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
when you lose something, you gain another. i finally got awmingming for myself for 2whole weeks! (perhaps even longer!)
she initiated it, i merely raised the white flag. the story ended; it was such a good book, though the ending was so abrupt.
the ending was so bad, it brought about so much tears.
goodbye my lover;
i was waiting wid much anticipation for memoirs of a geisha to come out, and not that it's out. i havent had time to catch it. raaaahhh lets see, what have i been busy wid. hockey trainings(which ends really late) and my book! ahhhh, heaven is so real! to all christians and non-christians, please read this book okay. endtimes are indeed here. i've done some reflections myself, and i realised that i havent been a child that God wants me to be. i'm turning back, i am.
its been qt a while since i started walking on the streets once again. everywhere's filled wid familiar people. cedarians, an irksome sight, apparently. small, tight blouses tucked out, really short but flare skirts. gawwwwddd, what the hell.
should i skip school tomorrow and go back to cedar?
i'm up for korean classes! :DDD okay, thats so random. but i'm so tight for cash. =( SOME PEOPLE OWE ME MONEY.
so much for now, happy chinese new year!
i finally finished the entire series of jewel in the place. damn great show i tell you, ditch all the thoughts of it being a boring show cos its ancient korean culture. the male lead can melt yr heart, though the female lead aint that pretty. i finally finished the entire series! 4hrs per disc, i had 19 discs okay! now, i feel like something's missing in my life. i got no korean drama serials to watch.=(
i'm still comtemplating on whether to continue jc education or poly! grrrr, and its killing much of my brain cells. or maybe, i shouldnt even study. hoho! YAAAAYYY! ohnono, i want to be a millionaire. okay, maybe i shall go rob the bank.
the world is so small, even in the bus, i could see my pretty gf walking home! :DDD
my addiction to myhumps(the song) has yet to subside.oh no! and poseurs going ard tagging as other's name. oh no! i watch to watch all the korean drama serials all over again. oh no! i want to dance. oh no oh no oh no!
haha, that was so random. so much for now, i'm happy.
KERRIN! you're such a great councilor. :D i really enjoyed orientation, games and activities were f great. ambience was so high during mass dances and cheers! the amount of fun my OG and i had is so, i cant find an exact word to use. :)
rejoice wid me! i saw kalpana, i miss that pretty one! and i did some nosy kpoing, i stumbled upon a suprising pleasant fact! nobody, apparently, seems to like seowjiexin very much. in simpler words, people seem to hate her. :DDD HOHO.
I FOUND OUT THAT ERICTAN MARRIED MY OGL'S COUSIN. wow, the world so f small. -.- i was looking at her camera pictures, you see, and i saw this really horrible, skinny-monster-looking man, in the midst of the tea ceremony during wedding. let out a scream, IS THAT ERICTAN!?!?! exactly, he's the one in the picture. hoho
i've seen my sugar everyday this week! she tastes so sweet. :D
everyone's blogging abt their orientation and stuff, eeks! not me, i'm special enough. (:
digressing, i'm leaving a note for manel here. (manel, if you;re reading this.) ((: the sweetest thing is not yogurt ice, its mervin. i beg to differ, it aint mervin! its my sugar baby. (:
raaahh, i got caught for my hair. raaahh, i saw disgusting marie and jx in aj. eeks! (marie, still as pig-looking, i must comment.)
short entry today, i'm tired. i'm in a foul mood, and everything's pissing me off.
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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